beauty penalty

when it is given out from one of your best friends, it hurts.

mad men and women

its almost midnight and my colleague is calling me n yelling on the phone that i've to come out and "engage". im from venus and you are from mars, your balls wont look tired tomo but my vagina will sag and so will the bags under my eyes. Thats what I told him and now he is telling his friend Jon that I got a tired vagina. wtf, isnt that the jon on the creative team? oh fucking great. now ill be the tired vagina in the office. great.

advertising is how do i say it...MAD. Not those aggressive madness but more on the, hey we work 15h per day and we hit the waterhole straight afterwards. sorry ladies n gentlemen, im lame and a pussy. i need my 7h of beauty sleep although I dont find anything beautiful about it or about me. i guess im preserving my vagina for better days.

good night and good luck.

work is hard

got off at midnight last, work is hard but the playing is even harder. ill update more later today. the wrigley pitch n now the puma account...im swamped but happy!

i rather stay home and dye my eyebrows than date you

I woke up this noon after my grandma came in and told me that I would be late for the auction. Mother thought going to an auction when its raining is way too decadent for me. And I thought mothers knew their daughters. I told my new found friend last night that I hope to see him in formal clothing in 2 weeks as for now I have only had the priviligie to watch him in lacoste shirts and naked. Sex without love is just healthy exercise. Pure love is pure nonsense.

delayed devotion

lingling is not a fucking panda

met a girl with the same name as me, told me some whitetrash chick told her it sounds like a panda. my grandma is going nuts on computer games again, im trying to lure her out with kungfu panda 2. laters suckers. sayonarrrra

I am at my grandmas and Im smashed. I forgot my Rizla rollingpaper at my dads place and I only had two stoggys for the last three days which is pretty impressice considering two stoggys goes into my lungs every 10 min. Since I got here its been one meeting after another. First with my bank where I almost fell asleep while starring at the bankers hairy arms, when did chinese get so hairy? Must be all the KFC, my cousin told me its chicken without eyes(!) Later today I had to meet up with mums project manager for her summerhouse, I had three black coffee and he kept looking at me like some creep when I said ”I want BIG rooms, OPEN space, NO opium den wallpapers”. And when I told him I want a whole football team to fit into the ensuite bathroom I think he took my description literally. Which reminded me of this cool Japanese girl I knew from my sophomore year that slept with the whole football team - at the same time. I wonder if she would like that bathroom.

HK feels pretty distant at this point, what happens in HK stays in HK I guess. The stuff we pull out there never seem to surprise me anymore. Ran into AJs amigo Roberto which assured me that Im still the favourite. Check. Went down the memory lane at Drop, candy is dandy but liquor is quicker. Check. Not going to bed or going home until the sun rises. Check. Getting strangled by a random guy by request is better than getting fucked by a not so random guy unwillingly. Check Check Check. Last summer was like a dream, this summer is a reality. But I have assured my friends that history doesnt repeat itself, first time is a mistake second time is a choice. I wont give myself in, I wont give myself in, I wont give myself in.

I still believe in fuck glow thou. Fuck my left nipple itch like crazy!