hating someone u love

is like eating cotton balls.

Aaron I found u a bf and I approve his hair

goals

jason has spoken

Climb up over the top.
Survey the state of the soul.
You’ve got to find out for yourself whether or not you’re truly trying.
Why not give it a shot?
Shake it, Take control
And inevitably wind up
Finding for yourself
All the strengths you have inside still rising

new side element updated

*sigh* *big sigh*

B as in BONnie

I hope when you are reading this you realize Mr Wilde was talking about your ex-gayboz that in some mysterical way managed to follow you to your new workpad. We havnt talked for long have we, but i know whats going on bitch. I pray every night for you to have the J and the H(m) in your life. The other day I got a email from the OAL office and I couldnt recall the memories of you in Lady Ho Tung Hall, btw was she a real lady or wot? If I get a daughter with my kimchi in the future I do name her Lady Bonnie, after you my love.

stay cool n strong biatch.

PUSS

MUTHAH-FUCKAH
MUTHAH-FUCKAH
MUTHAH-FUCKAH
MUTHAH-FUCKAH
MUTHAH-FUCKAH
MUTHAH-FUCKAH
MUTHAH-FUCKAH

thats how much i care about us

...

when you can, i dont want to
when i want, you cant

now there is You. when i want it, you actually want it more. when i dont deserve it you still give it to me. when you cant you still let me have it.

i guess its called love. or lack-of-sex-partner-in-earlier-relationships.

SAYONARA SUCKERS

AIR

My wednsdays are like fridays, but already on thrusday 1pm I realize it is actually a monday for me. So wednsday is the new friday and thursday is actually my monday which means because of this tomo morning i will most likely wake up with a "workover".

"The best way to appreciate your work is to imagine wourself without one" - Mr Wilde

be careful what you wish for

i never considered myself one of those that got what i wished for. and i guess i did. and that is just be beginning. it was never like the xmas eve where the anticipation get overloaded and finally the cup gets drenched in satisfaction. in my case i always end up relazing its problably not the best choice for me. but i wanted it so bad I just couldnt see and often even when i get it i dont realize i actually wished for it.

what u wish for and want with your whole heart is not always whats the best for you. but on the other hand who the fuck ever did anything that is suppossed to be the most suitable for oneself. suitable, thats one small nasty world that would make rocky go soft.

i think im going to quit writing. i take it as a warning sign when i fall asleep in the livingroom sofa and dont wake up until my mascara glues my eyes together...

thank you for letting me show u what love is about

and the noble peace prize...

was not a issue was allowed to talk about. great. I love the PLA. seriously i do. i still got the gun they gave it to me when I was 15. its in the safe in my bedroom at my dads.

So I went to see the pussylogist( as my lovely bf calls it) this morning cause apparently I got a something in my pussy that's not
1. A penis
2. Fingers (Yes, Itai not all women want fingers in their puss)
3. Tampon, although I am perioding major right now.

He (a male pussylogist!) was more rough than other gynecologist I have been to and I guess it is because as a guy that looks into vaginas all day long this is the only way to make his patient feel less "molested". Anyways, I m perfectly fine although I got a cyst in my puss, late puberty could be one of the reason and over activity (WTF). Somehow we came into the topic movies and he told me that he loves Korean movies...yes, we like to talk about random things while I am spreading my legs up in the air. So here is the movie recommendation from my pussylogist Johannes: "Ni nabian jidian". Which I later found out its not even Korean but Taiwanese...

Laters suckers! N keep the snake into your pants

all bananas will turn spotty

and all the men are the same. im too tired to write anything right now. new work, the autumn, me not feeling anything...yeah its a bit like a bret easton ellis novel without all the cocaine.

Dillon, Peter, Johnny, Dick, Brad, Sam?

Def. a Dylan. The reason why my firstborne can not be a Dylan.

High cheekbones and skateboard is so overrated.