the best love stories are tragedies

he shot me down.

i hit the ground

i got the nastiest stomach flue. working from sickbed.

my mum is here to take care of me.

i've been a very very bad girl.

putain here we go again

Walk up to him casually and say "Hey you dont rmba me but I rmba you, you are S´s friend. Oh well just wanted to say hi" And than dont let him get a chance to reply but walk away. Thats how the night started at the anniversary party and it ended up with me taking a cab at 5pm the day after in somebody elses flipflop and no panties to be found underneath my dress. I could have just walked to him and said hey sleep with me but I promised myself never do that again cause guys seem to fall in love with me everytime I pull that one out. So I decided to leave the place n the boy and let the night carry me away. 1h later Im with the topheavy management team I absolutely never met before in a club and Im telling their MD that he is not allowed to touch my ass. I tell him I need to go to the bathroom to roll one and I take this opportunity to escape from this orgy that was about to happen. Only thing is that I run into this guy that I kind of thought was cute from the party and he asks me where Im going and I pursue him to take me to his office. I must admit their office looks more organized than ours. We hit it up to the 26th floor and who would have thought that I would end up smoking a joint in their office with their business director trying to get into my pants. Its hard to block a cock when you are stoned, even harder if the cock is hard. But I m strong willed and I havnt given up on that cute ABC I first flirted with at the party that played truth or dare with me and walked into 7/11 and asked for expired condoms. Now ladies and gentlemen please take out ur notebooks and listen n learn.

I calls up the cute ABC from a random phone in his office and tell him that Im going to leave my panties on his desk so would he please tell me where he sits. He tells me to get my ass to his place asap instead of fooling around there and asks me HOW THE FUCK did u get in. Magic, its all magic. I leave my panties on his desk and walks away.

i need one reason only. please leave a message

01.01

i ran into a girl i modelled with in 2005 - at work. whats up with all the creative directors fetish for models? anyways, she didnt even worked there, she was there visiting the guy that got me the gig. nothing seems to surprise me anymore. thats one luxury lost.

this wknd i rode with my new pal from bank of china and i was so baked i almost cleaned out the entire confetionery section at city super. he cooked two 3 course meal for me in one day, than we asked S to come over with some random bitches we can make fun of. whats even more weird is that we found out we have a mutual friend through facebook. And here comes the grand finale, I used to modell with this friend the banker knows and the other girl I later ran into at my office. nice one eh.

anyways, i get the most funny and deep emails from guys. here is one classic "I am very confident enough of a man to make your life shine and bright full of happiness" and this sucker "you are the woman that I want in my life and that there could be NO ONE else for me here in this world except you" but this one is my favourite received just today "My life is flexible at the moment, so it isn't difficult to visit you, but I'm scared to do so. It's very hot today. Real summer has begun. ". Holy shit you guys are like fucking ports, Edgar Alan Poe BITE me.

let me finish this hole oh-banana-u-r-so-fucking-amazing-marathon with this sms I got today from a colleague;

me - i dont dip my pen into companies ink
him - technically we are in different inks (ref. to different departments)

a letter to all of you

there is too many things i wanna say but im caught with fighting my own demons so here is a letter for that.

To Jules,

Im sorry that I couldnt say anything this morning, I blame it on the lack of sleep and also the plain sadness of seeing u leaving. I hate saying goodbye and I hate even more saying goodbye in the mornings. I know that you and X will work things out and if there is one advice I can give you is this: real love doesnt ask for return :) And here is one from Ulrik: Dont let the logistics hold you back from performing! xoxo

To KC,

There were times when we were innocent and the we would still notice when the leaves would turn yellow and red. I wish you all the happiness in the world but you need to realize things and make a change for it to be better.

To You,

I still think of you. Alot lately

To Myself.

Stop writing and go to bed.

im exhaustastedstestetstdts

more update tomo. big wedding. big wknd. big dissapointment