be careful what you wish for

i never considered myself one of those that got what i wished for. and i guess i did. and that is just be beginning. it was never like the xmas eve where the anticipation get overloaded and finally the cup gets drenched in satisfaction. in my case i always end up relazing its problably not the best choice for me. but i wanted it so bad I just couldnt see and often even when i get it i dont realize i actually wished for it.

what u wish for and want with your whole heart is not always whats the best for you. but on the other hand who the fuck ever did anything that is suppossed to be the most suitable for oneself. suitable, thats one small nasty world that would make rocky go soft.

i think im going to quit writing. i take it as a warning sign when i fall asleep in the livingroom sofa and dont wake up until my mascara glues my eyes together...

thank you for letting me show u what love is about

and the noble peace prize...

was not a issue was allowed to talk about. great. I love the PLA. seriously i do. i still got the gun they gave it to me when I was 15. its in the safe in my bedroom at my dads.

So I went to see the pussylogist( as my lovely bf calls it) this morning cause apparently I got a something in my pussy that's not
1. A penis
2. Fingers (Yes, Itai not all women want fingers in their puss)
3. Tampon, although I am perioding major right now.

He (a male pussylogist!) was more rough than other gynecologist I have been to and I guess it is because as a guy that looks into vaginas all day long this is the only way to make his patient feel less "molested". Anyways, I m perfectly fine although I got a cyst in my puss, late puberty could be one of the reason and over activity (WTF). Somehow we came into the topic movies and he told me that he loves Korean movies...yes, we like to talk about random things while I am spreading my legs up in the air. So here is the movie recommendation from my pussylogist Johannes: "Ni nabian jidian". Which I later found out its not even Korean but Taiwanese...

Laters suckers! N keep the snake into your pants

all bananas will turn spotty

and all the men are the same. im too tired to write anything right now. new work, the autumn, me not feeling anything...yeah its a bit like a bret easton ellis novel without all the cocaine.

Dillon, Peter, Johnny, Dick, Brad, Sam?

Def. a Dylan. The reason why my firstborne can not be a Dylan.

High cheekbones and skateboard is so overrated.