I always had a thing for charming but self-destructive and ultimately tragic figures, suggesting on the character Sebastian Flyte in Evelyn Waughs novel Brideshead Revisited. There is an underlying desire inside of me which is longing for a life as an preenish queerish boy, minus the teddybear. Relationships between a man and a woman is common, a relationship between two man is like two volumes of one book. Hurray for the blossoming of homosexual infatuation.
The pictures are from the 2008 movie and the 1981 mini series.