im a danger to myself - n you n you n you!

if i m going to do the bad thing, atleast do the better. i think my dad said that. he knew that trouble always comes n find me.

spent some time on the phone with j-f. today, after having the italian holiday ive decided to turn another chapter in my not-so-random life n enter the fucking hippie-car-crash life with a pair of caramel colored slippers. i told him i dreamt about having sex with him over a glass of split orangejuice on his kitchentable (big fat lie). he tells me that he doesnt take a queue-nr and wait plus that his kakaotalk is working again. i told him to go and fuck himself and that we have fun together and that i like him. im down to earth NOOOOOO, im down for whatever.