stay where I can see you

I am doing the countdown and this is a familiar feeling I had before, when Johan was in the military service and during the year when AJ was in Singapore. Fuck fuck fuck I fucking hate this. I promised myself never do a countdown in my whole fricking life again, and here I am...counting it down once again. And the worst thing is that after one countdown there will be another one. I fucking hate it, why can´t friends, lovers and families all live in one place. That would be my paradise. Sometimes I want to hit the restart button and pause it at the favourite part and maybe we could skip the goodbyes.


It's times like these when I wish I could teleport to you...
I'm jealous of you, moon...