anticipation

I stayed up the whole night chatting with kc n her mister, sitting on a stool in the kitchen puffing away my nervous nerves. The talk was so intense kc got blood coming out of her nose at the same time as the sun rose up. I m so nervous I could puke n fall asleep and run a marathon at the same time. the driver is picking me up at 8.50am....2.5h left n I think I'll going to faint. I am pretty sure that when I see u I won't feel this way anymore. Let's hope so cause otherwise I might walk into a wall and make out with it.

sweet jesus I've no control. its feels terribly confusing yet wonderful, just like I told you.