in my inbox today

i have been here before but never enough

i m back. maybe not for long but this city has awaken a part of me that has been hiding because of the fear of living. fear of life could be more mortal than death itself. its been another sunday afternoon spent in complete honesty. like the main character in a mediocre french movie. mingus is playing piano while life is being more surprising than ever. i could barely walk down the townhouse where peanut butter lives, its a clean and modern walkup in the west village. while we were on his rooftop my mind was somewhere in brooklyn, wondering if the band that im not seeing is good enough for you to considering working with them. the fake matisse u gave me make me smile. thank you for the thought. you dont impress me at all, you are entering my world on a golden unicorn. if i only knew there was so much to life, rich yet light.

when you turn down the robert downey jr look-a-like in shanghai and find urself another downey look-a-like in hk.

there are nine circles in hell

i almost puked this morning in the cab going back home so that i could show the office at 8.30am. i barely rmba how the fck i went from table no 1 n ended up at renminlu. apparently i went to the wrong compound. fapiao thinks that a psychotherapist can fix my lack of direction. i m color blind, not stupid. besides, if any of us had any sense of direction we wouldnt find us in this beautiful mess now. a gps wont save us at this moment. maybe a map, a map showing where the exit sign is. this is not an exit nor an entrance. its limbo. It's like going from nowhere to nowhere. time to raise the bar higher or lower.

on a post-it in his room

“Rather a moment of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special.”

live like you teach

Siempre me quedara / With Me Always

How to say that the tips of my bones crack into a thousand pieces, that all the plans in my life have crashed now that everything was perfect. And more than that, you brainwashed me and they told me the weight of this tiny body of mine that has become a river of this tiny body of mine that has become a river.

It's hard for me to open the eyes and I do it little by little, should I no longer find you near I'll keep your memory as the best secret, how sweet it was to have you inside.

There's a glimmer of light in this darkness to lend me peace. Time calms everything, the chaos and the calm, time calms everything, the chaos and the calm.

With me always the peaceful voice of the sea, breathing again the rain that will fall over this body and will water the flower that grows inside me, and laughing again and each day a moment to think of you again. The peaceful voice of the sea, in breathing again the rain that will fall over this body and will water the flower that grows inside me, and laughing again and each day a moment to think of you again.

How to say that it splits me in a thousand the tips of my bones, that all the plans in my life have crashed now that everything was perfect. And more than that, you brainwashed me and they told me the weight of this tiny body of mine that has become a river of this tiny body of mine that has become a river.

With me always the peaceful voice of the sea, breathing again the rain that will fall over this body and will water the flower that grows inside me, and laughing again and each day a moment to think of you again. The peaceful voice of the sea, in breathing again the rain that will fall over this body and will water the flower that grows inside me, and laughing again and each day a moment to think of you again.