having lunch with candice n jules tomo at table no1. its been 3 weeks already since she left for Korean, this whole optical time illusion made me freak out a bit. option 1. stop all communication. honestly, one of us will cave in, we are weak and for some reason he thinks weakness is a good thing. option 2. live like there is no tomo and just deal with the apocalypse(thats what jules predicted) in 3 month. can i have the end of the world served on a silver plate than? lets be reasonable here, its been a lil bit more than 3 month and we are already like emotional retards. imagine another 3 month. major mongoloid feelings will evolve. option 3. there are no option 3. one of the above must work. either way I'm fucked. FUCKED!!! one thing is for sure, no one is going to know what tomo will bring. and i will be there.

love letter from shanghai

"Love me without fear, Trust me without questioning, Need me without demanding, Want me without restrictions, Accept me without change, Desire me without inhibitions, For a love so free... Will never fly away."

i will always remember you. there are always a soft spot in my heart for you and i will keep you there in my heart thinking about all the good moments we had. it hurts so bad right now. i made the biggest mistake of my life, u were right. You're born, you die, and in between you make a lot of mistakes.

i had a dream last night. i realized something. we are all illuminated by the reflected light of all the stars we have brought into our personal orbit. awesome people act as accelerants to whatever holy shit you are pulling. they push you forward and challenge you to new heights.

"The dreamer in her Had fallen in love with me and she did not know it. That moment the dreamer in me Fell in love with her and I knew it." - Ted Hughes