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Can I have it like that?

I would like to rock this look for the winter season, I wanna look like a expensive whore in real fur n plexi heels wrapped in even more fur. Fuck it if I look like Snowmans bride, this is hoooot.

Goosh, being at my grandmas is facing my addiction for nicotine and caffeine everyday. Plus major fucking withdrawl of good sex, who am I kidding...its more like NO sex here. The smell of the city is not the most arousing thing either.

my way

its slow

details in the fabric

listen, just because you gave birth to me doesnt mean that you can be a total psycho everytime it suits you. i've been trying hard for 27yrs and that must mean something no? i m not saying that it is easy, its not easy nor for you or mex. but you were here before me and that must been something no?

Withdrawl

cravings

Since last night I have been feeling really uneasy, it may be my new pouffy hair or the lack of nicotine or the fact that I was looking forward to talk on the phone with a dear friend n than ended up finish watching 500 days of summer instead. Good movie, not a love story but I seriously does not like romantic comedies anyways, it makes me sad, really sad.

I m blasting Prince on Spotify and my cousin is scratching his balls in the livingroom, I have concluded that he is the Chinese version of Forrest Gump. How cool is that! I really want to beat some toughness in him, somehow I realized he is tough in his own Aspbergs syndrome nerdy way. Yes, I want that shirt to be buttoned all way up.