Apparently my cousin is stranded in Seoul due to the f*&^%* volcano. She was supp. to fly back to Sthlm last week and her airline (air china haha) can only rebook her onto a flight on the 7th May. What a joke, seriously. Even if its Seoul it kind of sucks. I mean whose going to pay for your expenses. I don't even know if insurances covers natural disasters. I m flying there on the 6th May so lets hope that I get to see her before she goes back to Sweden.
I found two dimples on my ass cheeks and my chinese accent is becoming weird. Random statement I know.
I just wanna take this moment to say that I am blessed with the most intelligent and lovable person, my grandma. She doesn't have answers to everything but she can make you see any problem from a different light. Ironically the woman that puts Love after career, is the one that truly understands it - Love. Love for her is nothing romantic, no mushy moments with tears and empty promises. She taught me love can only exist between two person if they can respect their own love first. Learn how to love, love with care, don't just love because it gives you a momentarily endorphin rush.
Most relationship problems are too focused on details, its always about what the we do and how that affects us. Yes, actions speaks louder than words but we keep forgetting that words comforts us when actions hurts us. Instead of asking for your partner/friend to change, you need to separate your love from her/his love. Feel hurt and cry or just let it out for one day but than you have to move on with your love, alone. Never ask anyone to change for you, because you can't ask someone to change their love.
My mom used to say that all the souls wonders alone, that's how we are. We live together, we meet people, we start lives and we die together. But the truth is that we are always alone, same bed different dreams is the cold cold truth. BUT, this is the only way for relationships to continue, we need to live our OWN life.
I am not only saying this for my own sake but everyday I meet people with different stories but really the same problem. I don't know if you understand all this or not but to all my friends out there; Hong Kong, Alberta, Stockholm, Shanghai, Bukit Timah(haha). I am feeling you. Please feel this.
p.s it is typical not my style to be so serious. so I need to break it off with a stupid song. Sorry for all the melancholy readers out there. :)
I had to go through all the applicants competency based tests for AJs company and damn if there are stupid people out there. A guy working as the tennis director in a well known HK country club ( no names mentioned) must be a dense-brainer....under DOB he put : Tennis Coach. Yupe. I guess thats what Fiona said when I told her I was dating a tennis pro. Nice body, small brain. Not you AJ, of course not you.
AJ told me that one of his client and friend (grey zone there cause she obviously wants a piece of his ass) just got a job with a pretty good luxury fashion company here in Singapore. The first thought was maybe she could hook me up with something, than the thought about staying in Singapore came to my mind and I was like.... why don´t you give me a gun and I will pull the trigger myself right now right here.
I seriously don´t understand this. I came all the way to Singapore to be closer to my love and now he is setting up his own business in Bali and I am moving back to Sweden cause there is no opportunities for me here. There are plenty of operationell jobs out there if u are willing to work for 1000Euro per month. That´s one bullet I can´t afford to bite.
And right now I seriously wish all the working expats here in Singapore just to experience one day of racism that I have to deal with everyday. I wish you all very very bad things. Because maybe than things will change to the better.
